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BFF
03:25
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Say no more
Could upset me if you tried
Trail it back to you
Without force you have been warned
Unwanted feelings building up
Let's tackle one more round
I'll make you want it
Free as a bird, admiring you, head tilted high
Can't fight this urge, dangerously need you
Souls coincide, they will never die
I'm your shadow, always
You rest assured, I'll never let you walk away
Now we are best friends
You're part of me, we're teamed for life, I'm here to stay
Strings are tied
Best friends forever
Well sought, we have been sworn
With might we read our thoughts desired, and all else entire
You seem unnerved to prove it, uncensored view
I'll give us both the right of way, and merge from two
Won't lose sight, but don't you push me in a corner
Such demise if breeched within our sacred ring
You rest assured, there's no such thing as parting ways
Now we are best friends
You're part of me, we're teamed for life, I'm here to stay
Strings are tied
Our lives are sewed, our bond is born, no branching out
Best friends forever
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2. |
Matter With You
03:02
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You've got nowhere to go
Tumbling down and you wonder why
Just somebody to use
And for long, so long, I let you
Now things are a blur
the challenge that you face alone
It folds out, you're about to choose
Secure what you allow
It's the matter with you, it's the matter with me
Skim right past the grind
Resolve’s yet to be shown
There is no compromise
You’re so clever, enthroned
With ease you hide what’s behind the cloak
Your patience a fuse
For long, so long, couldn’t get through
Raising your fur
But precious moments come and go
Dish out what’s left from the muse
Your notions overcrowd
It’s the matter with you, it’s the matter with me
Truce could keep me alive
It’s all we’ve got to show
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3. |
Tightrope
03:09
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Your show, run it to the ground
Can’t wait on the thrill a minute more
Let yourself take the abuse
Can’t think with a crowded mind
Freaking out
Walk fast on the broken glass
Well it won’t matter, you’ve proved it before
Find some other way
Slow down, try to breathe in
You’ll clearly fall apart
You’ve got to choose
Take it day by day
Stand still, just defeat it
Tightrope, can’t stop
Only thing you’ve ever known
Always on the go
Looks like you’re digging your own grave
This life will knock you out
Ask for it, you got it
You’ll see what comes around
You live it, you bleed, you need it
Cries horror story
Already unsteady
Good sense thrown out the window
Burn out in 4, 3, 2, 1
Take credit and the blame
Well it won’t matter when you hit the floor
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4. |
Disaster
03:33
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I need new photographs
An image to stay with me
Can't seem to stir away from held memories
It's merged into nothing
Switching that dial to end them
The surface to something new
Silent waves on your radio
As we now set the pace
Questions damage both our worlds
And I have lost all trace, where I stand
You're a disaster waiting to happen
You are the master of my miseries
You are the true face of my miseries
A mental telegraph
Relating unpleasantries
Keeping my distance from these old stories
I'll give it till morning
And start this life from its stem
Emerging from left out clues
Will glue back every shattered bone
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5. |
Stupid Little Secrets
03:20
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Should have read all the signs, thought we had best of times
That had made me the fool, living it through and through
Now this soul's running free, did you know?
Don't feel the need to persuade you, Surfacing from this lie
I don't wanna free us, I don't wanna heal us
I will never cave in, I will never break
No bribe, you may be so bold
Just how low will you go?
Make it so, let’s just break it down
Enough with your stupid little secrets
Who do you think you are?
And when you're ready to go, I will have simply moved on
Now it's my turn to play, I’ve got nothing to prove
Like you’d know
Shielded from remarks you throw, you're just too late
My own butterfly has armed wings to testify
You, you're sensational, irreplaceable
I'm infected with your heart's gold
You, quite phenomenal, had me hooked right from the start
So let's just forget it, I've already left it
I just couldn't care 'bout your stupid little secrets
You, you're sensational, irreplaceable
I'm infected with your heart's gold
You, quite phenomenal, had me hooked right from the start
A firm hold
Did you know?
You, you're insatiable, unexplainable
I'm injected with this lie's cold
Here, I'm disposable
You never played your part, yet I’m still loathed
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6. |
Always The Same
03:36
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You’re getting by, you play it cool
You’re clearing out all that is best, a threat to you
Thread’s in your mind, cut it soon
Set your path without the traces
You found your mark, in for the kill
There is no hiding, face it
Watch your guard, that is the thrill
So, you’ve just made yourself the fool
It’s what you say now
Why don’t you leave us alone?
So, you should blame somebody soon
It’s what you do best yeah
It’s always the same.
Must be hard here at your throne
The king at last and no one knows but you alone
Wore out your ties with everyone
Your contradictions prevail, a favorite to no one at all
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7. |
Survive
03:33
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Lashing out, compensate
I'm not one of the fools
That's one for your diary
You couldn't want it more, your dignity’s at stake
Hard to swallow
So wrong it hurts but I’ve bled before
Don’t feel the need to fight it
Lead the pack where you go
With said conviction you show
You’re too weak to follow
Don't you know this is all for me?
Don’t you know this all about me?
Let it uninstall
It's so nice to be home
No change of heart to soothe you
Rid of you forever now
I'd sure like to see you survive alone
Your voices think it through, indeed complete you
Not a trait you were hoping for
Up to you, always you to decide
Well I’m not going to take the rap this time
I thought you knew me
In i zoom, I remove and consume
Everyone knows it’s true
Good things for you a chore
You’re the noose I’m breaking from
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Automatic
03:34
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Manners so robotic
Once at peace so bitter
Patience is caving, tolerance left behind
Enough for one day
Getting so frantic, can't last forever
Why so neurotic? as if
Collided, retracted
There was no way to fight it
Don't know what's right from wrong, always such a burn
Seem so delighted, your life so recited
It starts right now, it's what you're racing for
Play along, for you it's automatic
But you work every means to fall
Believe what ain't so, put it all together once through
And rub it till there's static
It's where you belong
Just count the times that you were wrong
Play along, for you it’s automatic
Lately I see that you are one sided
What set it off?
Mad, makes you tough, makes you rough
Sad, cause you have no proof
You reside outside my head
Enlightened, yet frightened
Use every wit to prime it
the catch to every pun, conclusions are absurd
Guided by such patterns, you'd think one would buy it
It ends right now, your reasoning's branded poor
The dotted lines that burst thus far
This shrugging's getting quite monotone
Your false validity raised the bar
Pure reflection of you
Given the notice to disregard
You're surrounded
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9. |
Big Nothing
03:26
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You want it, find it, I guess you cannot find it
You are so far from gone, move on from mild concerns
The truth subsided, you won’t even try it
No matter how, just take it out the door
Two minutes is all I need
It’s my penance away
Incarceration is all I bleed
Run right through me
Accept what's done is done, will you ever learn?
Run right through me
Way out provided, you wouldn't even try it
No matter now, just leave it at the door
You took it just a tad too far
All you needed was time alone
It only left a bigger scar
Throw it back to you
You really don't know who you are
You're still falling
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10. |
Is It Time?
03:06
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Can I ask this thing of you?
I won't ask for much
To relive a thing or two
Thoughts I may have lost
If I could fix you now and every heart you've touched
In these arms you felt alone
Clued in on what these signs would bring
Is it time for me?
I'll leave, I'll run away
Would you come with me?
Where we would never be caught
Companion to the cold
Take a long look at me now
Staring at ceiling corners
Light the candles here
Weep as you prove me wrong
I've not yet fallen
I never wanted this to be the prime of my years
Please just don't ever let me lose
No matter what the cost
And image of the past for you
Through this letterbox
Is it time for me?
I'll leave, I'll run away
Would you come with me?
Hope is still not enough
Would you come with me?
Where we would never be caught
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11. |
Foxhole
03:24
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It's Saturday night
Flattening iron religion
Can we just talk about our makeup and your breakup
How she's just a stupid bitch, what a witch
Can you believe this?
Twelve inch heals, they reveal
Look at pictures that i took of myself
I'm so sexy, with my pouty lips, polished fingertips
I'm so obsessed with what he said, she said
There’s a connection
Oh my God, I laughed out loud
I'm the queen of this digital world
Send me a wink and a smile
Let’s keep our private lives on hold
Not now, I’m on the phone
Revolve around me
What’s self contained implodes
You set it off, figure it out, said enough
Can’t spend one minute alone
A life so sorry
I’m digging my own foxhole
Please read my header, can you tell I’m hurt?
Sooth me, I need a pat on the back, still intact
Postings 1 and 2 and 3, they are my favorite
Only my best friends understand me
Even though I don’t know half the people on here
Send me a message, like you give a damn
My inbox is empty, I feel neglected
Comment on my page, tell me I’m special, go.
You are so sorry.
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12. |
Echoes From The Sea
03:48
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Somewhere, voices in unison run the same old story
Who'd of thought that times with better days
Would become the town's news
We give, the hard work's never done
There is no place to go
Killer's on the loose
I am slowly becoming somebody else
How have I become my own worst enemy?
Never gave myself a reason
I don't want to be that long term remedy
Don't wait for me, sail away
Our shroud, I may have conceived this
Play along, sail away
Proven wrong the minute i believe it
Watch us disappear, lined up numbers
Cropped life right at your door
Take first steps onto the runway
I'll break every rule to pass through
Full stop, curtains drop
Odds are beaten
Never involved, made it clear in my tone
Case in point wears thinner
You sure messed it up with style
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13. |
Tremor
03:27
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Took the highest toll
Talk about a blow in the face
Set your bet, the dice keep rollin
Expect no warm embrace
Snapping, cursing, teeth are grinding, jolt
Go and play with needled dolls
Who are you? I just don't know
Sucker's road to pride
Oh finally feel like i'm alive
Rid me of all weaker ties
Seeds grew destruction with no self-restore
Prone to let go
Those heroic vows you sow
It tastes like trouble from the spout
Tremor.
Well had I known
I wouldn’t have been so proud
These poor acts primordial
Greed from this treason, it's infectious to need
Fast pace on slow, made it to pro
Glare direct from the shroud
All seem to want it, freeze, need to stop it
A contradiction on rules
You know how to treat it, but you won’t hear it
There is no real way or how
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14. |
The Greater Evil
03:24
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It’s twice as bad, things unforeseen
Reluctant to accept whatever the circumstances may be
The guidance of different shades that’s led me for so long
Would you help me stand?
The curtains close to my body’s end
Turn the page, many stories told
In light of the predicaments, I fall on these darkened days
Just lay down and brace yourself my love
Play pretend, make it all disappear
The worst is over now
So go on and make yourself at home
Get ready for another world
I will meet you there
Empty spaces on canvas is all
Who would I be to let you carry the weight of my silence?
The grown-up steps I longed for
I can’t give you to someone else
Empty, on and on
Just lay down and brace yourself my love
Play pretend, make it all disappear
The door is open now
It’s so beautiful, it’s like I’m home
Time to let go, just let me go
I will meet you there
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Butch Gerald Ottawa, Ontario
Hi. I'm Butch. I play stuff. I write tunes. I record. Yay. The end.
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