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Veil
03:18
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A quick stare as if it were a loaded gun
Now worse, I’m jaded
I meant to break all ties but I’ve finally reached the bend
You feel the need
This temper’s like a disease
I won’t break, you’ve shown me how it’s really done
Just like you’ve stated
I won’t ever be held down
Proving what you are is simply monotone
I don’t want to be left out again
Rid me of this veil
I don’t want to be left out
I’ll trade for something real
A mere taste, it kills you, now you’re on the run
Till it has faded
Just one look from those eyes and I face a moment’s end
You steal, you feed
My aching to be released
A set fate, looking out for number one
A point well taken
I won’t ever be held down
I won’t mend to your sarcastic undertones
Fought fair, it seems you went from all to none
It’s self-created
Survival is implied, now it really does depend
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Jerk
03:21
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A headache gained, living through the masquerades
Our thoughts are disconnecting soon
A climbing doom, our own worlds apart
Never thrived on driving you away
So here we are with each other
I can’t believe the things that I’ve put you through
I was a jerk like so many others
But every day I keep falling for you
You called my game and to me it was all the same
Left in the dust, misleading you
This time’s for real, no more words to spare
I’ll never let you go again
So here we are with each other
I can’t believe the shit that I’ve put you through
I was a jerk like all of the others
But to this day I’m still falling for you
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3. |
Give (Remix)
03:10
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Hold your goodbyes, we made you brave
Took our whole lives to rid the cradle, to this day
So apt to gain from the choices we made
After all no comfort found,
Proof from the tears that still surround your letter
I would give it all to you
It’s needless to say I’d be there
I would give it all to you
Part of me dies, but I’ll still hang on
Cause we held you.
With every hour you found the truth
Culled from notes, the samples of remembered youth
Right till the moment on the doorstep, we tried.
Twenty years still in the womb,
Rest of our time becoming soon, forever.
Inside this room, we laughed insane
Re-acting the wonders.
Made up to redeem my failures
Found answers from the inside
But I’ve hit the wall this time
I beg of you, be my friend.
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4. |
The Real You
03:50
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Give us the word, you are convincing
How many hands of theirs have strings?
How many masks have you collected?
Your puppets sing, you are the king
This is your stage, your name, your home, the real you
The light is red, please feed us a dream
This, the permanent reflection
I see you staring from the corner
I’m the one you sell, they’ll know me so well
Have you been yourself before?
This, the shell of my perfection
Body of one, blessed to be so loved
Stay away from me, you will be safer
Is it all worth it and what you made it up to be?
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5. |
Before You Go (Remix)
03:38
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When morning came it felt so wrong
You’d be standing by the phone
Let it sit in your mind and rewind it
There was no ease from the fainted lies
It crushed you, but it gave you something
In the end you wouldn’t believe, forgiving was a weakness
Why won’t it go away?
Here we are, the reasons for
Search a million miles a day
Living by the memories created
We never said much, but it didn’t mean a thing at all
Feels I couldn’t miss you more
I’ll wait.
Lie awake, I play our song
Pictures covering the wall
Here comes the breeze to relieve my fixation
It’s been quiet for so long
It sought you, but it gave you something
Still you could not believe, giving was the greatness
Welcome to the memories
We had it all
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Wither
03:41
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We were two lovers
With the same self-destruction
And then all aspirations stowed
Hence it is colder
The drama ends a debate
It is so exhausting when no one hears you scream
What's the matter with me?
What's the matter with you?
So wishful when you reached the top and fell
Oh can I be the one to carry the weight of your silence?
This re-negotiation will unfold
Stuck here in second place
Hating myself to be loved by you
So let's go at it backwards
If you change, I'll be gone
So let's forget about it
And just wash the damage away
I'd rather be nothing than be just like you
I'll stay out of harm's way
Healing time a friend
I shed, am validated
You have torn me down
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7. |
Rusted To The Rails
03:45
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Haunting notions see your name
So consumed by disbelief I cannot phase
Would you have wanted me by your side?
Please forgive me, I’m a stranger to myself
With what I’m subjected, I feel such shame
A note to self
Underlying the things I shouldn’t have failed
Rusted to the rails
There will be a time when this nostalgia will find such sorrow
Dread the curse of things to be
Took measures worth the length of one whole century
Comes the beauty of deception
Say I’m not alone, numb me with comfort
I’m so scared for you
You faced a war, the genesis of nothing more
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Pitter Patter
03:09
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Wear your conscience gown
You set up the fences
Step up to your mound, a mental sore
Now you’ve paced too far
Thought that you could simply fool a player
A past need has now turned hungry
Read the beaming sensor
Fired up, now find a measure
Best times are under pressure
For once just mean it
Just speak your mind right now
So let’s break it down
These poor acts are senseless
Love your voice’s sound, the centre core
Bring you up to par
Think that you will need more than a prayer
Your running mouth’s not worth a penny
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9. |
Safer (Remix)
03:34
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Downwards is where I’m going
It’s a place I’ve made my home
Need to figure out the things that I will say to you
Well, I just want to make it real
I’ve been down that road before
I am tired out, wish I could just decide
You and I, not the same as before
Can’t stop screaming from the inside
Since you’ve gone, you’re still the one I adore
I wish you well, but I miss you so
Our points of view, never clarified
We always dealt with things that way
I have no trust in all the things that you have said and done for me
I’ve been down that road before
I am tired out, sick of just getting by
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10. |
So Perfect
03:49
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Are you sad? Shoulder to cry on?
Pat on the back, oh you couldn't resist
For a cost, two hearts will beat
Find a friend amongst the dead
I will do it any way
Tear you from the inside, overcome
I will do it any way
You're so perfect for me
You're so perfect but I don't I want you
Lasted the night, midnight is calm
Bite into the past as it reels you in
Can’t allow a moment too weak
Scream alone, sink deep in your bed
So you see, you killed me
Not even a care, reset the hour
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Problematic
03:37
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What do I get? The secrets are untold
What do I get from you? your dirty, dirty soul
I’ve nothing to lose here, no cares if I drift away
Time is already up for borrowed happiness
You’re all that you are
Letting down your barriers
You’re all that you are
Not a chance for changes
Why make things so problematic?
Filter out serenity
Providence is so dramatic
Channel this hate within me
It’s more than a scar
Why do I love the love that hurts me?
Why does it love me?
It’s strange
You can’t bare to feel alone
Gain control, let it serenade your senses
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12. |
Closer
03:35
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Debris of comfort I once had
We shared a life not meant for me, unknown
I stand guard and reach down under
The fear of what might sooth me
I don’t need your words and sympathy
I just want you here with me
Bring me one step closer
And I just wanted you to see another side of me
But I’ve got so much to lose
So kind within that hallow shell
Emblazed, you sought to use my insecurities, learned them
Each stood far, a path we’ll never know
Now thankful that it’s over
I am afraid there is nothing I can solve
Risking all I have right now
It’s so hard to fathom
How we’d start it all again
I don’t need your facts and secrecy
The sole desire I seek
Take one step
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13. |
Life I Choose
03:48
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Lately, by the window is where I’ve been
Triggering a smile at the thought of you
Never really found, had to turn around
Could’ve fixed things with time
With every passing breath
This is the life I choose
In any case there lies deceit
You lent your fingers my skin to do the talking
The morning breeze walked in like a need
To borrow these bones, make me stand
Well, I finally found a reason to say I don’t belong here
Wandered aimlessly, no rest or relief
Clenching to bars of moral urgency
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14. |
All The Pretty Flowers
03:33
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All the times you tell me I’m insane
Well, I wonder who’s gonna be the one you’ll tame today
Your novelty is long over worn
You’re not the shangri-la that you once were
Don’t you try to shove yourself on me
Cause my mind is mine and you know it’ll always be
I’ve lived behind your disguise that brings terror to the hypnotized
All the pretty flowers in your hair
All the little games you play
All the pretty flowers in your hair
I know they’re not for me
All the dreams in your head.
It’s not for me your bitchin’ little world
You’re not supposed to cry until you’re burned
You’ve got weak men jumping to find the right words to say
Superficial love will always come your way
Now you’re crying like you’ve just been used
Cause prince charming never read your rules
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Butch Gerald Ottawa, Ontario
Hi. I'm Butch. I play stuff. I write tunes. I record. Yay. The end.
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